A few years ago I was going through a bit of a tough time. Mom had just passed and I would find myself in periods of deep thought, followed by points of complete mindlessness. I would over analyze the most simple of concepts and simultaneously forget to eat. What seemed important to the rest of the world was irrelevant compared to my of the second needs, thoughts and emotions. The past had no color, the future had no hope and the present had no flavor. My senses were num